2 years on

I cant believe how 2 years came and gone since the last blog. It is amazing how fast things change..... Reading my previous words rekindle some old memories of uncertain existentialistic doom. I think it is only natural to feel this way every now and then.
My life is so different now that I have decided to DO things in my life instead of just glooming away. It is amazing that some death has to occur for me to start living again.
I do not think that I despair over anything at the moment, kinda ironic that life becomes more meaningful once you give up the quest for meaning.