Unhappy

I feel occasionally so unhappy with life, despite everything that I have achieved. The world feels very bleak, all the mindless and random proliferation in the world only makes me feel that existence does not have or serve any purpose.

I hate to have cold confrontation with people, even though I dont really like them very much to begin with. It is almost like I need acceptance from the people that I do not even like and respect, and I wonder what is really wrong with me and why is it that I am not made of sterner and hardier stuff. I suppose I just need to focus on what is the most important thing, and block everything else away.

I wonder why I let minions affect my life so negatively.